Thursday, September 01, 2005

it's been exactly one week since Dory left us.
i still have a tiny part of me believing that one day, she'll walk in, beaming, and go
"hiya guys! miss me?"
but i now know that's not possible.
sometimes i miss her so much. particularly when i have a very tantalizing piece of gossip i wanna share, and i hover over her name in my contact list, and remember she'll never respond to whatever i say. not on this physical plane anyway.
oh man i can just imagine her visiting me in my dreams and asking me what's going on.
i know she's happier being able to run, to bounce, to fly in paradise, but a jealous and selfish part of me wishes she was back here with us so she could spare us all this torment and anguish and pain and grief.
but now i'm sincerely feeling happier for her, that she will never have to rely on medical aid to continue living on this world ever again. that she will not be bogged down by all the pressures of the education system. that she will always tell us all as she looks down on us, that she loves us.
i love you too Dory.

and i hope she lived happily ever after 7:16 PM

About the Gurll
\\ Doreen aka Dory fish aka Gossipgirl.
Billabong and fruits basket comics collector.
3F 2005.
Misses 2A.
Pink addict. The colour. (:
Triple science hater. as in, really. HATER.
Lmao-er, lol-er, and southpark adorer

*tacotaco, tacotaco, my taco-flavoured kisseees!*


I'm not afraid of anything
I just need to know that I can breathe
And I don't need much of anything
But suddenly suddenly

i just want you to know
That I’ve been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through
And then there’s nights that never nnd

A Moment Please

Well, this is obviously a blog in memory of dory.
It's a place where her good friends have decided to remember her,
so please respect what we have to say here.
Dory was a terribly important part of our lives,
and we are shattered by the loss of such a vibrant person.
She was brave and perseverant,
and not once did we doubt her abilities.
We want to say that
dory was one of the best friends we could ever have,
and we love her a lot.

Gone from this earth,
But never from our hearts.


August 2005
September 2005
October 2005